Category: Mental Illness

  • The Sea in Winter by Christine Day

    The Sea in Winter by Christine Day

    The Sea in Winter

    The Sea in Winter by Christine Day

    Release: January 5th, 2021
    Format: Ebook
    Publisher: Heartdrum
    Source: Amazon
    Find it at GoodreadsAmazon, Kindle, B&N, TBD.

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    In this evocative and heartwarming novel for readers who loved The Thing About Jellyfish, the author of I Can Make This Promise tells the story of a Native American girl struggling to find her joy again.

    It’s been a hard year for Maisie Cannon ever since she hurt her leg. And she could not keep up with her ballet training and auditions.

    Her blended family is loving and supportive.  But Maisie knows that they can’t understand how hopeless she feels. Maisie is not excited about their family midwinter road trip along the coast, near the Makah community where her mother grew up with everything she’s dealing with.

    But soon, Maisie’s anxieties and dark moods start to hurt as much as the pain in her knee. How can she keep pretending to be strong when she feels as roiling and cold as the ocean on the inside?

    About the Author:

    Christine Day (Upper Skagit) grew up in Seattle, with pages of her favorite books. H CAN MAKE THIS PROMISE (Harper), her debut novel was the best book of the year from Kirkus, School Library Journal, NPR, and the Chicago Public Library. The book was chosen for Charlotte Huck Award Honor Book and an American Indian Youth Literature Award Honor Book. Her second novel, THE SEA IN WINTER, is coming to the shelves on January 5, 2021. She also wrote the forthcoming SHE PERSISTED: MARIA TALLCHIEF (Philomel), an early reader biography in a new series inspired by Chelsea Clinton’s bestselling picture book. Christine lives in the Pacific Northwest with her husband.

    Suzie Townsend represents her work at New Leaf Literary & Media, Inc.

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    The Sea in Winter Review:

    The Sea in Winter is a beautiful, emotional tale about feeling hopeless and struggling to move on.

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    Firstly, before I get into Maisie’s storyline, I must applaud the author for the details she put into the novel. Although targeted for middle grade, I learned a lot from reading this story about the Makah Nation and the Native tribes. Moreover, this book was an eye-opener for me, from the Elwha Dam to the Duwamish Tribe. The author beautifully includes many facts for a simple tale, and it made the book stand out. 

    Coming to the plot, I thought the author portrayed a beautiful message about how people cope with hopelessness and failure and have trouble moving on. It was interesting to see how Maisie struggles and fights this battle at such a young age. Additionally, Maisie’s family is terrific and strengthens the story very nicely. Also, I loved Conor! He sparks the tale with his innocence and charm in this otherwise serious novel. Another part that stood out for me was the bond between Jack and Maisie. The author wrote their relationship realistically, and I loved the scenes at the motel where they share popcorn. 

    However, there were a few minor parts that I felt could have been slightly better. For instance, I would have liked the author to give more details of the accident that made Maisie behave this way. Also, I felt like, at times, there was a shift of focus from Maisie’s issues to her mother’s problems.

    Apart from that, I enjoyed “The Sea in Winter.” It is a quick, simple, but beautiful, heartwarming story about hope and family, with many interesting facts. Overall, I enjoyed it and thought that a reader of any age would appreciate it. 

  • The Boy Between by Amanda & Josiah

    The Boy Between by Amanda & Josiah

    The Boy Between

    The Boy Between by Amanda Prowse and Josiah Hartley

    Release: November 1st, 2020
    Format: Ebook
    Publisher:  Little A
    Find it at GoodreadsAmazon, Kindle.

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    Bestselling novelist Amanda Prowse knew how to resolve a fictional family crisis. But then her son came to her with a real one…

    Josiah was nineteen, with the world at his feet, when things changed. Without warning, the new university student’s mental health deteriorated to the point that he planned his own death. His mother, bestselling author Amanda Prowse, found herself grappling for ways to help him, with no clear sense of where that could be found. This is the book they wish had been there for them during those dark times.

    Josiah’s situation is not unusual: the statistics on student mental health are terrifying. And he was not the only one suffering; his family was also hijacked by his illness, watching him struggle and fearing the day he might succeed in taking his life.

    In this book, Josiah and Amanda hope to give a voice to those who suffer and to show them that help can be found. Josiah’s raw, sometimes bleak, sometimes humorous, but always honest account of what it is like to live with depression. It is Amanda’s heart-rending account of her pain at watching him suffer, speaking from the heart about a mother’s love for her child.

    For anyone with depression and anyone who loves someone with depression, Amanda and Josiah have a clear message—you are not alone, and there is hope.

    About the Author:

    Josiah (Josh) Hartley lives in an isolated farmhouse in the West Country but close enough to Bristol to enjoy its music scene.  After a stint at the University of Southampton and another at the University of Bristol and one unsuccessful suicide attempt, Josh decided to write about his descent into mental illness and the depression that has held him in its grip for the past few years. The Boy Between carries the overriding message that things can and often do get better. It’s a book of reflection, raw, honest, and full of hope: the proof being that Josh is still here and now excited about what comes next. He is ready to catch any opportunities that life throws his way, quite a thing for someone who only three years ago was living in a world gone grey, ready to disappear from the face of the earth…

    Amanda Prowse likens her own life story to those she writes about in her books. After self-publishing her debut novel, Poppy Day, in 2011, she has gone on to author twenty-five novels and six novellas. Her books have been translated into a dozen languages, and she regularly tops bestseller charts all over the world. Remaining true to her ethos, Amanda writes stories of ordinary women and their families who find their strength, courage, and love tested in ways they never imagined. The most prolific female contemporary fiction writer in the UK, with a legion of loyal readers, goes from strength to strength. Being crowned ‘queen of domestic drama’ by the Daily Mail was one of her finest moments. Amanda is a regular contributor on TV and radio, but her first love is, and will always be, writing. This is her first work of non-fiction.

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    The Boy Between Review:

    I loved everything about “The Boy Between” as it was beautiful, emotional, heart-warming, and an eye-opener. 

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    The story grips you from the first page because of the subject manner. Mental illness is a subject that I have always felt is a topic that we do not consider severe compared to other diseases. This book perfectly describes the devastating impact it has on someone and how it impacts the family. Moreover, the authors tell the story from both perspectives that keep it fresh. You can relate to what the mother and the son are individually going through. My heart went out to both Amanda and Josh for everything they went through. The team also paces the plot in a pleasant manner, where you gradually see them going through the various phases. 

    Moreover, both the mother and the son duo write the story in such a personal manner. By the end of the book, you feel like you have known them for years and can feel the pain and hardship they have endured. I appreciated so many details they added, from sources, references of statistics and examples, and their pictures. On a side note, I did not know anything about Ehlers Danlos Syndrome until I read this novel. So, thank you to the team for educating me on the same. 

    You can also consider this as a guide book because they also give you tips and helpful tidbits to motivate yourself to get help and connect with people. Overall, “The Boy Between” is a beautiful take that shows the struggle of mental illness. I feel it is a book that everyone should read.  

    I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book, which I received from the author. All views expressed are only my honest opinion.

  • Quiet No More by Nikki Barthelmess

    Quiet No More by Nikki Barthelmess

    Quiet No More

    Quiet No More by Nikki Barthelmess

    Release: October 13th 2020
    Format: Ebook
    Publisher: Flux
    Source: TBR and Beyond Tours
    Find it at: GoodreadsAmazon, Indigo,  B&N,  Book Depository

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    College freshman Victoria Parker is trying to move on with her life after surviving sexual assault by her father and six months in foster care. She’s focusing on the positives–attending college, living on her own, repairing old relationships and making new ones, and getting involved with an abuse survivors activist group on campus.

    But everything’s thrown into disarray when a strange woman shows up, claiming to be Victoria’s aunt and asking Victoria to lie about what happened to her. With her father’s sentencing in a few months, she’s nervous about having to share the truth of what happened with a judge. Moreover, she’s not even sure if she has the strength to go through with it. But when her fellow club members begin pressuring her to speak out, Victoria has to decide how to share her story while remaining true to herself.

    About the Author:

    Nikki Barthelmess is an author of young adult books, including THE QUIET YOU CARRY, QUIET NO MORE (October 13, 2020), and EVERYTHING WITHIN AND IN BETWEEN (HarperChildren’s, fall 2021). Also, Nikki entered foster care in Nevada at twelve and spent the next six years living in six different towns. During this time, Nikki found solace in books, her journal, and the teachers who encouraged her as a writer. A graduate of the University of Nevada, Nikki lives in Santa Barbara with her family.

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    Quiet No More Review:

    I loved the first book and had high expectations for the sequel. While I liked the sequel in general, I felt like it did not have the same impact like the previous book.

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    Victoria is back and the story continues where the previous one left off. Frankly, I still loved Victoria in the story and thought she was the highlight. You can still see her carry the baggage from what happened earlier, especially in terms of her father. Not to mention the new information that Audrey drops on her. Audrey is Victoria’s aunt and an interesting character who spiced the story. She reveals snippets of Victoria’s father which makes Victoria conflicted. While I do not justify the father’s actions and behavior, it was interesting to read what triggered him to act that way. Similarly, the supporting characters like Tiffany and Sarah also added well to the story-line.

    Moreover, the author again covers some key issues like pedophilia, sexual abuse and assault. Also, I enjoyed the politics that take place in the club and the protests. There are so many layers to Victoria’s character as she tries to handle multiple things happening in her life. At times, you feel she is not ready to tackle so many things, but you still want to see how far she would go.

    However, sometimes I really didn’t like Victoria’s behavior, particularly for the way she treated Kale. Moreover, the romance also sidetracked from the main focus of the story. I wished the author had focused only on Victoria as an individual without bringing a romantic angst angle into the mix. As I loved Kale, I was disappointed with how the story-line turned out. 

    Overall, though, this was a nice book and a decent continuation to the previous book.

    Tour Schedule: 

    Quiet No More

    I am thrilled to be hosting a spot on the Quiet No More by Nikki Barthelmess Blog Tour hosted by TBR and Beyond Tours.

     

    August 31st

    TBR and Beyond – Welcome Post & Moodboard
    Bookriot – Review
    Young at Heart – Promo

    September 1st

    Confessions of a YA Reader – Promo
    Bri’s Book Nook – Review

    September 2nd

    Moonlight Rendezvous – Review & Favorite Quotes
    Sometimes Leelynn Reads – Review
    Mahkjchi’s Not-So-Secret Books – Promo

    September 3rd

    The Ladies Who Read – Review & Favorite Quotes
    Metaphor and Miscellanea – Promo

    September 4th

    The Reading Fairy – Interview
    The Writer’s Alley – Review, Favorite Quotes & Moodboard
    Rajiv’s Reviews – Reviews

    September 5th

    Paperbacks & Pen – Interview
    Fangirl Pixie Blog – Promo
    TBR and Beyond (Guest Post) – Review

    September 6th

    Laura’s Bookish Corner – Review, Playlist & Dreamcast
    The Book Dutchesses – Review

    September 7th

    Sophie’s Reading Corner – Interview
    The Youngvamp’s Haven – Review & Favorite Quotes
    Stocked Up on Starbooks – Promo

    Instagram Schedule:

    August 31st

    The Ladies Who Read – Blogger’s Choice
    Laura’s Bookish Corner – Blogger’s Choice
    adrianna.reads – Review & Favorite Quotes
    Sometimes Leelynn Reads – Blogger’s Choice
    Fangirl Pixie Blog – Blogger’s Choice

    September 1st

    Bookriot – Blogger’s Choice
    The Reading Fairy – Blogger’s Choice
    barbsbookclub – Review
    The Youngvamp’s Haven – Blogger’s Choice

    September 2nd

    Mahkjchi’s Not So Secret Books – Blogger’s Choice
    Paperbacks & Pen – Blogger’s Choice
    Sophie’s Reading Corner – Blogger’s Choice
    nesrreadingnook – Review

    September 3rd

    Rajiv’s Reviews – Blogger’s Choice
    The Writer’s Alley – Blogger’s Choice
    Young at Heart Reader – Blogger’s Choice
    The Book Dutchesses – Blogger’s Choice
    The Bookish Unicorn – Promo

  • The Quiet You Carry by Nikki Barthelmess

    The Quiet You Carry by Nikki Barthelmess

    The Quiet You Carry

    The Quiet You Carry by Nikki Barthelmess

    Release: March 5th 2019
    Format: Ebook
    Publisher: Flux
    Source: Publisher
    Find it at: Amazon, Kindle, B&N

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    Victoria Parker knew her dad’s behavior toward her was a little unusual. However she convinced herself everything was fine—until she found herself locked out of the house at 3:00 a.m., surrounded by flashing police lights.

    Now, Victoria finds herself in the midst of crowded, chaotic foster home. Now she has to tiptoe around her domineering foster mother. Also she needs to  get through senior year at a new school, and somehow salvage her college dreams . . . all while hiding her past life.

    But one can’t bury some secrets—especially when unwanted memories make Victoria freeze up at random moments and nightmares disrupt her sleep. Even worse, she can’t stop worrying about her stepsister Sarah, left behind with her father. All she wants is to move forward, but how do you focus on the future when the past won’t leave you alone?

    About the Author:

    Nikki Barthelmess is an author of young adult books, including The Quiet You Carry, Quiet No More (Flux, 2020), and Everything Within and In Between (HarperChildren’s, Fall 2021). Nikki entered foster care in Nevada at twelve and spent the next six years living in six different towns. During this time, she found solace in books, her journal, and the teachers who encouraged her as a writer. A graduate of the University of Nevada, Nikki lives in Santa Barbara with her husband, daughter, and pride-and-joy Corgi pup.
    Nikki is represented by Elizabeth Harding and Sarah Gerton at Curtis Brown, Ltd.

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    The Quiet You Carry Review:

    This was a heavy, powerful, heart-wrenching story and made me emotional and made the book memorable.

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    The main highlight of the story is Victoria. I could relate to Victoria and my heart went out to her. At times, I wanted to go in the pages and encourage her to speak up and not feel ashamed. Moreover, the author balances her emotions so well. On one hand, you really feel Victoria’s frustration and hopelessness for the way life has treated her. But on the other hand, you also feel Victoria pick herself up and move on and hope to get into college and lead a better life. She loses everything, and has to survive on the situation at hand. Also, I love how Kale and Christina support Victoria. Even though Victoria is reluctant to make friends, these two are persistent to help her. I don’t think I would have been as strong as Victoria had I been in her shoes.

    At the same time, the author has done a truly beautiful job with the story. She writes the emotions of the characters in an intricate manner that make you connect to them. She also poignantly portrays the life of kids in the foster care system and their unfortunate background. I can only imagine how real children survive in foster care. Its unfortunate to see how social workers are also burdened with the volume of cases. Furthermore, the author touches on some sensitive topics like family violence, sexual assault, mental illness and abuse.

    Overall, I loved this book because you hardly read YA books that deal with the reality of the foster care system, and it was an eye-opener in so many ways.

     

  • Someone’s Story by B.A. Bellec

    Someone’s Story by B.A. Bellec

    Someone's Story

    Someone’s Story by B.A. Bellec

    Release: April 12th 2020
    Format: Ebook
    Publisher: Amazon Digital Services
    Source: Pump up your book
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    In his debut endearing coming-of-age book, B.A. Bellec writes about a group of weirdos that find and save each other from the dark depths of their minds. Someone’s Story is literally Someone’s story, as in a first-person narrative of a teenager that calls himself Someone. As he struggles to find a new footing in a new space, we encounter the many ups and downs of modern teenage life, the difficulties that adjusting to adult feelings bring, and a few tear-jerking surprises along the way.

    Littered with music, mental health, friendship, loss, meditation, advice, pop culture, and even inspiring an EP, there is so much nostalgia, inspiration, and depth here it is hard to absorb it all. Cozy up somewhere warm and enjoy!

    About the Author:Someone's Story

    Author of Someone’s Story and co-collaborator on the music it inspired, B.A. was born in Richmond, BC and raised in Langley, BC, before settling in Winnipeg, MB. His first adventure was a career in Finance, where he spent 15 years developing his business skills. His highest achievement was the Certified Payroll Manager designation. He currently still consults with businesses on their systems and processes. Over that period of time, he also attended film school where he started to nurture his early creative abilities.

    A self-starter always interested in research, he taught himself many of the aspects of storytelling through reading books, screenplays and material online. Whenever he found an inspirational piece of art, he quickly went to the source to find the story behind the artist who created the work. It took many years after attending film school for him to finally combine his creative skills with his life experience and tell that story he had been holding back. Some of his favorite creative people: Lukas Rossi, Justin Furstenfeld, Peter Jackson, Stephen Chbosky, John Green, J.K. Rowling.

    Currently he is pounding away on the keyboard writing his second novel, Pulse. This project is a change of pace and more details will come in a few months

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    Someone’s Story Review:

    When I started reading this story, I didn’t find it very remarkable. Sure, the characters are nice and friendly, but the story goes nowhere. It just feels like random things happen to the main character as he starts school in a new place. However, once you are in the story, you slowly see it take shape and form into something much bigger. Pretty soon, the story-line completely immersed me. I loved the main character, “Someone”. He is just your average insecure guy, but someone who starts experiencing the challenges of life. Each experience he faces contains a powerful meaning that even the reader can relate to.

    The author has done a wonderful job in the storytelling. The style of writing is very simple, but there is so much depth in them. Once you finish reading this book, you feel will like you were in a life-changing voyage. There are so many themes that the author breezes through, about life, family, business, love, loss and so much more. Even though the story focused on people facing mental health issues, I thought this book had many inspirational passages that anyone would find helpful. Moreover, the author highlights how everyone faces challenges, yet you can find something common with anyone to befriend them. Also, this is one of those stories where the second half is much better than the first half. Moreover, there are a few shocking twists in the end that I did not expect at all. It completely threw me off and make the book so memorable.

    Overall, “Someone’s Story” completely blew me away and turned out to be an unforgettable experience.

    Blog Tour

    Someone's Story

    I am thrilled to be hosting a spot on the Someone’s Story by B.A. Bellec Blog Tour hosted by Pump up your book.

  • Heaven (Casteel #1) by V.C. Andrews

    Heaven (Casteel #1) by V.C. Andrews

    Heaven

    Heaven (Casteel #1) by V.C. Andrews
    Release: November 1st 1990
    Format: Paperback
    Publisher: Pocket Books
    Source: Second Hand Bookstore

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    Heaven Synopsis:

    Of all the folks in the mountain shacks, the Casteels were the lowest — the scum of the hills.
    Heaven Leigh Casteel was the prettiest, smartest girl in the backwoods, despite her ragged clothes and dirty face…despite a father meaner than ten vipers…despite her weary stepmother, who worked her like a mule. For her brother Tom and the little ones, Heaven clung to her pride and her hopes. Someday they’d get away and show the world that they were decent, fine and talented — worthy of love and respect.
    Then Heaven’s stepmother ran off, and her wicked, greedy father had a scheme — a vicious scheme that threatened to destroy the precious dream of Heaven and the children forever!

     

    Review:

    Watch my video review of Heaven by V.C. Andrews

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    I love reading soap-opera styled family sagas and it is one of my guilty pleasures. VC Andrews writes pretty trashy, but very gripping novels which I enjoy. “Heaven” was a fun read as it has some very scandalous events that even readers of today would find shocking. There are some shocking moments like when Sarah gives birth to the baby and when Kitty abuses Heaven in the bathtub. Moreover, I loved Heaven as a protagonist. Even though she comes from a poor family, she is ambitious and level headed and still supports her family. The author has also written the characters very well, as I really didn’t how Kitty would react since she is so unstable.

    However, the only thing which I thought could have been better was the pacing. This book is so slow at times where you feel like nothing happens. Overall, Heaven is a nice book to read, if you enjoy the classic VC Andrews style of writing of a family saga with incestuous relationships and shocking scandals.

  • Turtles All the Way Down by John Green

    Turtles All the Way Down by John Green

    Turtles

    Turtles All the Way Down by John Green
    Release: October 10th 2017
    Format: Kindle
    Publisher: Dutton Books for Young Readers
    Source: Amazon

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    Turtles all the way down Synopsis:

    It all begins with a fugitive billionaire and the promise of a cash reward. Turtles All the Way Down is about lifelong friendship, the intimacy of an unexpected reunion, Star Wars fan fiction, and tuatara. But at its heart is Aza Holmes, a young woman navigating daily existence within the ever-tightening spiral of her own thoughts.

    In his long-awaited return, John Green shares Aza’s story with shattering, unflinching clarity.

     

    Review:

    Watch my video review of Turtles all the way down by John Green!

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    This book got to me in a way that no books have had an effect on. John Green is an extremely talented writer. It’s fascinating how he has managed to make this book be philosophical, nerdy, intellectual and realistic all at the same time. I read that the author suffered from OCD, so you can see how personal he gets with Aza’s character. Moreover, you get to see how serious her illness is, and not something to be taken lightly. Overall, I loved reading this book and I think if did an excellent job of focusing on a subject that is still considered as taboo in today’s society.

  • Born Scared by Kevin Brooks

    Born Scared by Kevin Brooks

    Scared

    Born Scared by Kevin Brooks
    Expected Release: September 11th 2018
    Format: Ebook
    Publisher: Candlewick Press
    Source: Netgalley

    Scared


    Born Scared Synopsis:

    Elliot has lived his first thirteen years confined to his home, incapacitated by fear. Now he’s out of pills, snow is falling, and his only safe person is missing. A terrifying thriller from Carnegie Medalist Kevin Brooks.

    From the moment of his birth, Elliot’s life has been governed by fear of almost everything, even of his own fear — a beast that holds him prisoner in his room. The beast is kept at bay, though not eliminated, with a daily regimen of pills. But on Christmas Eve, a mix-up at the pharmacy threatens to unleash the beast full force, and his mother must venture out in a raging snowstorm to a store that should be only minutes away.

    Hours later, when she still hasn’t returned, Elliot sees no choice but to push through his terror, leave the house, and hunt for her. What happens if the last of his medication wears off and the beast starts scratching at the doors of his mind? Everyone has a breaking point — will Elliot come to his? With plot twists and turns that keep readers on the edge of their seats, multi-award-winning author Kevin Brooks offers a high-suspense exploration of fear and what it means to truly be afraid.

     

    Review:

    A BIG Thank You to Netgalley and Candlewick Press for providing me a copy of “Born Scared” by Kevin Brooks in exchange for my review. I had high expectations for this book! A YA psychological thriller about mental illness, with an awesome cover? I knew I had to read this one! However, it didn’t turn out the way I had hoped.

    The main aspect I loved about this book was the dark and eerie atmosphere it creates. The author has beautifully blended the fairy tale fantasies with the horrors of adult life. I felt like I was in a backdrop of a very creepy and dark version of “Twin Peaks”. A town where everyone is a little strange and odd things keep occurring. There are also some terrifying moments that had me to the edge of my seat. I tensed when Elliot stumbled into the house in the woods with the two strange men with gun. Also, I thought that the other two villains dressed as Santa Claus were comical but eerie because I didn’t know how they would react. I also loved Ellamay as the mysterious character, and still don’t know if she is a ghost or a figment of Elliot’s conscious.

    However, I had a few problems while reading this novel. The main trouble I had with this story was it was very hard to relate with Elliot. He fears over the most minuscule things, and while it’s interesting to read, it’s difficult to connect with. Also, since Elliot fears everything, it is  difficult to digest the transformation that suddenly occurs. It hits the readers the same time it hits Elliot, and I found it very hard to believe. The book also gets repetitive and monotonous at times where we keep hearing how tormented Elliot is over his fears.

    Also, I really felt like Gordon’s character and his story-line was completely out of place. I guess he’s acts to be the comic relief in the plot but it didn’t fit right. When the main story-line is so suspenseful, I felt frustrated by the change of mood and setting when Gordon appeared.

    Frankly, I enjoyed Kevin Brook’s style of writing and am interested in picking up some of his other novels. I think he is a wonderful storyteller, and this book would have been amazing if the characters were relatable. While I love reading books about psychology and mental illness, I felt that “Born Scared” was a little too out there, especially as a YA Novel. Overall, “Born Scared” was a good read with some suspenseful moments, but it was not what I had expected.